Dear, Oh My Precious One.
Hi, I saw your new picture on Instagram, It looks so gorgeous and I’m glad that you are happy out there. Wondering if I was the one that could deliver that happiness to you tho. Haha, never mind.
I always knew that “you are not my number one, cause you are my only one”
To be honest, I just wanna ask and say something to you. It’s okay if you read it tomorrow, or next week, or a month later, or doesn’t read it at all. Also, you don’t have to reply to it as well.
Here we go…
Oh Dear, so this is how are we gonna end? Was it about something I said or did? Or about something I didn’t say or do? We’ve been promised, didn’t we? To tell each other if something goes wrong.
I’ve been thinking tho. Also, realized that you were right, I try to be supportive. But how can I? if I never truly understood you and you didn’t give me much chance to prove it.
Nevertheless, this is how we come to an end. I appreciate your decision, thanks for everything that you gave to me, the love, the precious smile, and silly jokes, all of the late-night talking that made me very special, the songs that you sang to me, and all of the things that I couldn’t mention. Strolling around the cityscape with you is the best thing I have deserved so far. Couldn’t thank you more tho. I still love you just the way it is, as a couple, as a friend, as an ex, or just as a stranger.
Even though I knew that you still love someone else more than ever. Whatever I do towards it, I couldn’t change the way you feel bout them. Moreover, I felt that you start to lose affection or care for me.
I understand that it was my mistake to pursue the dream to be by your side. I remembered that time when I hope you could share everything in this world with me. We ride the ships together. But reality as it is, it is what it is right? The waves happen so fast tho.
I thought that we could still be friends. Since it is not your choice, or maybe you prefer that we just be strangers again. Yeah, not to mention, it hurts me, and I’m okay with it.
I’ve been prepared. Cuz, I knew all along that this time will come. But, I don’t realize why it is always so hard to swallow these kinds of losses. Maybe it sounds good for both of us.
But when you cut me off, I was wondering that you’ve been sailing in peace, and meanwhile I got left shattered. Is it true that you leave in peace? If it is, I hope you are happy, My silly cupcake.
Thank you, My Dear, for giving me space and time to think, I’ve learned about myself more deeply these days. I do truly hope that you are happy with your choices, find someone that could love you wholeheartedly, be faithful to you, be proud to be near you, and be your main man.
Ohhh Dear, be brave with your choice!! Pursue your dreams, even if no one supports you. Only you that could make you happy! Gave prominence to that, someone who’s responsible for your happiness in life is You! Only you. Keep up your hard work, I believe, that someday you will be a well-known singer, cuz your songs touch me profoundly. Please, release those awesome songs of yours, bby!!! Go go go haha.
Ps.: love you from afar, forever and always, My favorite Tea, don’t cry anymore bby 🖤
